Today's emails and blog entries have all surprisingly touched on a similar theme from so many I know today. We are all thinking about the past and wondering about past relationships, some with regrets, and some with a thankful heart that the past didn't have to be the blueprint for the future. I guess I learned that you can be be nearly destroyed by your soul mate. I personally believe that you have more than one "special someone" who could be the someone you could spend your life with and happily. But not always are the two of you in the same place at the same time. One of you blows it, and when you finally "wise up" and try to patch it up, the other has moved on. Then, thankfully, eventually, the timing is right with someone, and you have that wonderful relationship, at the perfect time that it's supposed to happen. That doesn't mean that your heart doesn't jump backward when you hear a special song, or see someone from a distance who looks similar. For instance, I don't think I will ever be able to go to Disney World again in my life. Because one of the hopeful future memories I was to have made with the one man who's broken my heart, included a trip there, and it didn't happen. And now the very thought of going there just makes me sad. And that's not the way you're supposed to think of Disney World. I am glad my heart has recovered and I am happy. And I wish the same for anyone who is still searching.
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Jess thanks. I think for myself I have resigned to the fact it is over. I am emotionally drained and cant see a relationship. But for others I wish them the best. john
It happens. We all have those moments when we want to step back in time and just smack someone and say, "What the hell is the matter with you?"
(Sometimes it's someone else, and sometimes it's ourselves.)
Don't let it ruin the dream of Disney World though... I've never been there and hope to make it myself one of these days.
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